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BLUEGOLDONLINE.COM SUMMER 2025 29 "I legit turned off socials," Leonard said. "Didn't even look at Safari the next few weeks after NIU." That was the easy part. The hard part was when people started to message his longtime girlfriend. Leonard would also get texts and phone calls from high school coaches and others close to him that said, "Man, these people on Twitter" or "I've been getting in so many Twitter fights." "Like, thanks for reminding me that everybody hates me right now," Leonard said, laughing again. "I kind of just tune it out. I'm like, 'All right, nobody even cares anymore.' I just convinced myself that. "But the hardest part is everybody around you has to deal with it." The mail and packages sent to Leon- ard's house were difficult to confront, too, as were the boos and chants for his backup that rained down on him at Notre Dame Stadium. Leonard said at the time that he and his teammates didn't listen to the out- side noise, and that he couldn't let it bother him. But it did. "Being a competitor, it's tough to for- get being at the home stadium and get- ting booed your first two games, and then just being like, 'Oh, nothing happened.'" Leonard said. "It was very tough for me to play at home early in the season." As Leonard struggled on the field through the first half of Week 4 versus Miami (Ohio) — two missed easy throws settled fan opinion early in that one — and the second half of Week 5 versus Louis- ville, he also struggled to balance not car- ing about what others thought with the goal of endearing himself to the fan base. A Notre Dame fan growing up and a people pleaser by nature, Leonard loved a place that didn't love him back. "You get everything you ever wanted and your dream comes true. And you've given your heart out, and you don't play as good as you want," Leonard said. "And everybody's booing and, 'Oh my gosh, I'm sorry!'" Sometime between Notre Dame's first and second bye weeks, though, things started to change. Leonard was playing better. He was on the same page with his offensive coordinator, Mike Denbrock, and his teammates. An offensive identity was established, and even if it wasn't per- fect, it was winning games. As the post-NIU streak hit four, five and six games, Leonard could do what he hadn't done since early September. "I was able to walk on campus with my head held high and be proud to be quar- terback of Notre Dame," Leonard said. * * * When Christian Gray and Xavier Watts ran interceptions back for touch- downs at Los Angeles Memorial Coli- seum Nov. 30, a weight lifted off Leon- ard and the Irish's shoulders. The work wasn't done, but the mara- thon-sprint of a regular season was over. They could have played any number of teams in the first round, so there was no point in preparing for an opponent until after Championship Saturday. "Oh, we kicked back a little bit," Leonard said. "That was a good week for us, just being able to enjoy each other and what we had accomplished." It was also a week to appreciate the fans who did stick with Notre Dame af- ter NIU. "Even the Purdue game, they showed out," Leonard said. "And then going out to USC, shoot, there were so many Notre Dame fans at that stadium. They believed in us, and that's kind of why we believed in ourselves." The real fun began during the College Football Playoff, starting with the first round against Indiana. He'll remember Jeremiyah Love's 98-yard touchdown run, but also the play that preceded it: His first pass in the College Football Playoff was an interception. "I actually got off a Zoom with the team yesterday," Leonard said. "They showed me that." Moving to the Sugar Bowl against Georgia, Leonard's game-sealing third- and-7 run in which he leaped over star Bulldogs safety Malaki Starks is top of mind ("Not breaking my neck was a lot of fun"). Much more meaningful, how- ever, was RJ Oben's strip-sack that led to a touchdown pass to wide receiver Beaux Collins at the end of the first half. Leonard and Oben go way back, even beyond their time as teammates at Duke. Their dads played together at Gonzaga High School in Washing- ton, D.C., with Oben's father eventu- ally spending more than a decade in the NFL. Oben struggled to make an impact at Notre Dame until that moment, and Leonard knew it. "I was so happy for him," Leonard said. "That strip sack right there is well worth him coming to Notre Dame. Let's say he doesn't play all year, he does that one play. Like, well worth bringing him over." A week later, Leonard's response to his 2 interceptions in the Orange Bowl against Penn State was an important personal milestone. Seeing Steve Angeli, with whom he is close, stepping in af- ter he suffered a head injury and leading Notre Dame to an end-of-first-half field goal was a cool moment for him, too. However, Leonard explained, the playoff run wasn't about him. "I think the coolest thing for me is being a part of the guys that have been there for four and five years, and seeing the smiles on their faces and all the hard work they've done pay off after every single win and every trip that we took," Leonard said. "Notre Dame's a tough place to go to school and play football, but guys have waited their whole career for this moment." * * * Leonard would have been over- whelmed whether Notre Dame won or lost against Ohio State in the national title game, with it being his last time wearing a blue-and-gold uniform. But after the Irish fell to the Buckeyes, his emotions reached a new level. "Looking into my teammates' eyes and hearing them say, 'This was the best year of my life,'" Leonard said. "Or just a simple thank you kind of did it for me." Throughout a season of losing the fan base and winning it back, Leonard's greatest fear was letting his teammates down. They helped him fight through in- juries during spring practice, when he later admitted he felt insecure about his absence — "Did they intend to have a transfer quarterback that just got hurt?" he said in August — and during the sea- son. Every week, Leonard told himself, "I want to win this game for my guys." "For them to say thank you at the end of the season was definitely the most emotional I've been in a long time," Leonard said. Leonard walked into the locker room after his postgame press conference, his eyes red with tears. Only the play- ers in that room could see him in that moment. They were the only ones who mattered. ✦